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I was in a hotel room, I was leaving soon but I'm here
It was time to start my life when I saw my eyes in the mirror
I couldn't tell who they belonged to, maybe I was onto what I couldn't find
I looked away and it lost me, do you think about your body think about your mind
Do you think about your mind
Do you think about your mind
Do you think about your mind
Do you think about your mind
Who did I think I would be in two thousand three did I know
I couldn't imagine twenty three couldn't imagine next week that long ago but
Something's been off for a long time and, the stars have lost their shine and, I'm floating In the breeze
I miss when everything was easy, and it felt good to be me, so please, I'm begging you Please
I want you to be
I want you to be
I want you to be
My mall fantasy
Well I'm sorry to bother it's been a long day
And I don't want you to take this the wrong way
But I can't forget, you said when you saw me
And I don't know your intentions for when the dawn breaks
It's past time for questions, I admit they are late
But I wanna be sure before I get on stage
It's a live event, I only get one take
I just pray to god that it'll be ok
And I won't self destruct when I see you
That I'm kinda broken is something that we knew
All this time inside forced me to read through
And I found someone, but don't mine her she's new
Forget about that you'll catch it on the review
And if you're confused well guess what me too
I just think sometimes I wanna be you
But I hope you can see through that 'cause
I want you to be
I want you to be
I want you to be
My mall Fantasy
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Mall Fantasy pt. 1
04:19
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I want you to be my Mall Fantasy
I want you to be my, my Mall Fantasy
I want you
I want you
I want you to be my Mall Fantasy
I want you to be my Mall Fantasy
I want you to be my Mall, my Mall Fantasy
I want, I want you to be my Mall Fantasy
I want you
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No Nostalgia
03:22
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I'm swallowing my pride
I'm looking for a place to hide
I'm running on my own
I'm struggling to pick up the phone, I got
Memories of sunlit trees
Do you still remember me
I'm still here for all to see
I didn't say a word, but
We're still living
And we're still here
Unforgiving lifetimes
Are worth much more than fear
No nostalgia
No nostalgia
I had the longest nights
Sometimes I couldn't put up a fight
And you can't run so far
To get away from the man you are, I
Remember every detail, every scene
Every emotion of the places that I've been
And I couldn't for the life of me tell you what it means
'Cause I'm falling apart at the seams, ah but
We're still living
And we're still here
Unforgiving lifetimes
Are worth much more than fear, ah
No nostalgia, on my mind
No nostalgia, not this time
No nostalgia
No nostalgia
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youtube dot com
01:59
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Youtube dot com best fails of 2010 compilation
Youtube dot com best pop culture moments 2015
Youtube dot com when did my own mind finally betray me
Youtube dot com won't you tell me what it all means
Uh huh
Uh huh
When it's 1:00AM and I'm staring at the ceiling
2:00 AM and I'm undressing in the dark
So take me back to when I thought that life had meaning
I hate this part
Youtube dot com won't somebody please help me
Youtube dot com won't somebody help me please
Youtube dot com I don't know what to believe anymore
Youtube dot com won't you tell me what it all means
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Monosyllabic
02:22
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Baby you've gotten so monosyllabic
You may have come from heaven but you kept the tablets
Yeah you keep your heart so close to your open chest
I'm a lottery winner but I can't cash in
Baby what you're thinking I can only imagine
But I'm just tryna hold on til the clock resets
But why are you so cold to me, controlled to me
Why aren't you yourself with me I selflessly
Give all of my soul to you you asked me to
And then you disappear
Baby I can't hold up a conversation
These one word replies do nothing but hasten
My worries and fears that you'll leave me behind
You told me that you were just busy and
I trust you but my brain's more hesitant
So please tell me that this is all in my mind
But why are you so good to me, you shouldn't be
And why do you take care of me, I'm scared to be
Left out in the rain alone, in the unknown
So please don't leave me here
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Y2K
03:20
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Yeah
I never saw it coming it just hit me like a freight train to my chest
As I fell backwards to the floor
I wanted to sink into it, to fade away and disappear
Or shut my eyes and scramble to the door
But as I sat and thought about it all
My ghost lives out the door and down the hall
What if everything you've ever done has been in service of a lie
It was just like Y2K I thought there was a better way
But they told me that this was just the way things work
There was nothing I could say
My voice already stripped away
So I just sat back down and watched it crumble into dirt
Broken glass surrounded me, my hands and knees were bloodied blistered
Fractured into horizontal lines
And all my hopes and dreams were there, I clambered to my feet and stumbled
Towards the red fluorescent exit sign
But when I put my hand upon the door
A siren started tearing through the store
I needed to escape this gilded cage of my own making and fly
It was just like Y2K I thought there was a better way
But they told me that this was just the way things work
There was nothing I could say
My voice already stripped away
So I just sat back down and watched it crumble into dirt
Yeah
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The sun on my skin feels like a skillet on an old hot plate
Not warm enough to cook until it's too late
It's not too long before I go back inside my home
To my dimly lit spare bedroom all alone
Spending weeks inside makes life feel fake
When I'm out here, it's the only time I'm awake
Furiously writing notes to put in bottles to
Finally reach somebody who can tell me what the hell to do
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
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Mall Fantasy pt. 2
05:38
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What did we lose? When were we lost
Why did we hide our faces, whatever the cost
I walk down the hall, footfalling on tile
I look at the skylight, it's been dark for a while
Mannequin women, sit on the floor
Velvet railings guide me towards the desolate door
The empty parking lot, the vacant storefront
What part of this world is something that someone could possibly want
Everything changed, when the doors were opened
Everything changed, when they slammed shut
Everything was held together, now everything is falling apart
The skylight shines down, illuminates ash
The shelves are empty, the gates are shut, and the deadline is passed
Everything's shifting. Everything's free
Why do I sometimes look in the mirror and hate what I see
Everything changed, when the doors were opened
Everything changed, when they slammed shut
Everything was held together, now everything is falling apart
I wanted to tell you something but I forgot
I wanted to tell you something but I forgot
Remember those little coin operated rides
That you put a quarter in and it kinda like
Wiggles around or just spins around for a minute
When was the last time you had that much fun, or
Like when was the last time you were excited about something
As simple as that and you let yourself be in it
You let yourself be in it
You let yourself be in it
You let yourself be in it
A gentle hand, upon your shoulder
That you can feel slowly tightening as you get older
What is this world, we made for ourselves
Why did we tear it down once there was nothing to sell
Empty rooms grow larger as the people leave
Until all that remains is an infinity
Empty rooms grow larger as the people leave
Until all that remains is an infinity
Is an infinity
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I'm Running Out Of
03:30
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I'm running out of, all the things I love
What happened to them, did I remove them
Or were they taken? Will I awaken
Tomorrow morning, without a warning
Without a warning
Will I
Will I
When was the list time that I was open? When was the last time that I had hopes and
When did I give up upon myself
The thorns and thistles they pierce my skin, I'll just watch the second hand
In pain I bring forth my children, that's the only way I can
I never thought it would come to this
Come to this
Oh but I know that you would wait for me, to walk me to my home
As I look in your eyes, finally realizing
That us; you and me, were never meant to be
And the future died in my arms tonight
With you
Under dim fluorescent lights
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I Left My Home
03:06
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I left my home at seventeen, I had no choice, but the world was mean
The promises of a broken land, fell on deaf ears, and empty hands
I left my home, when I did not know, the pouring rain, and the falling snow
Would close the roads, we were told to take, we were in the storm, we had no escape
In all the movies of my youth, we were told that love didn't need no proof
That a leap of faith, was all it took, until you're happy as a storybook
Well I left my home at twenty-two, I left all my friends everyone I knew
I drove back home, in the shotgun seat, thinking of the lies that were told to me
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Mall Fantasy pt. 3
04:35
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I don't think that anyone's coming to save me
I don't even know what saving is
'Cause I'm not lost at sea and I'm not drowning
I just feel like I'm a stupid fucked up kid
'Cause I'm out here just looking for affection
And I'm out here just looking for a job, oh
I feel like there's a section that's been left out of my brain
But I gave up looking for that, now it's gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
I go to work on every Monday morning
And every day it's harder to ignore
As I sit there at my desk for eight straight hours
That this can't be all there is there must be more
Woah, I look into the mirror and I see a hole
Standing in the place where I should be
I cannot help but feel like this is coming to an end
But what if after all that's left is me
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
And I'm gone
But I saw you across the room, you were brighter than the moon
And I wanted to take your hand, but I don't know if I can
Oh my heart was beating fast, a question I need to ask
But I don't know what to do, when I'm still in love with you
When I'm still in love with you
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